Current mood:	stupid
Current music:	cannonball - damien rice

there is no brain in my head
somewhere along the line i lost my mind and now i can't find it. last night i showed up to exec at 7. i could have sworn it was at 7. it's been at 7:30 all year...yeah. today was just horrible. i found out how important a brain is for functioning (you can't miss something till it's gone right?) i hadn't been to any of my t/r classes in a week because of gmea (which was super btw) and i just completely forgot to do all my homework/practicing, so every class sucked. forgot about the piano assignments and didn't practice the right things. basically forgot how to play trombone in conducting, and then when i conducted it was horrible...absolutely awful. i just couldn't get my arms to do what they needed to. i looked a foo. forgot to do ear training and when we were doing melodic dictation...well there was a descending 2nd and i wrote an ascending 4th. i don't even know how. i just wasn't paying attention and i looked at it and i was like...that's not right. it's just been bad. i really need to take a nap, but i've got stuff to do for tomorrow, like study for my sociology test. that's actually VERY important because i probably failed the geog test yesterday because i bought the lab manual instead of the text book. what is WRONG with me?!?! my mind is gone!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

it's nap time.